The never ending thought of losing what means the most is what scares me deep inside,
I didn't think that I would ever have it as I break down the walls of inner pride…
I may be many things but I hold all that we have within the depths of my heart,
Letting go is not an option and I knew that from the start…
For me you are my husband, my rock, friend, lover and everything,
It is because of you that I am here to find out what life really does mean…
I ask for you to have patience with me because you are the best thing in my life,
Deep down inside I believe that you agree and that is why I am your wife…
You see me as I am and love me to the core,
I just don't want our love to become more like a chore…
I truly miss you all day long rushing home to see your face,
So I can feel your lips and the warmth of your embrace…
When you don't seem like you're happy to see me or that I am bothering you for a kiss,
I lose all my focus and interpret it as a diss…
I am the happiest I have ever been with you and so,
It scares me to think that one day you might go…
I always mess things up whether trying to talk to you or show you that I care,
I just want you to open up to the point where we can share…
Share in the struggles, the joys and the blessings from above,
Most of all to live our life as one enduring in our love…
You have given me so much I just don't know how to repay,
It is that for which I continue and constantly pray…
At times I feel as though I have truly let you down,
Thinking that I'm losing you is causing me to drown.
I'm fighting with myself and its not quite fair to you,
I just ask that you never leave and that when you say, “I won't”, that it is true…
You bring out the very best parts of what is inside of me,
The parts I thought didn't matter but you showed me that it matters and that it's what you see…
That is all that really counts in this life of time,
What you think and what you see within this heart of mine…
I hold your opinion…so high up on the pole,
To know that I have hurt you is injurious to my soul…
So I ask that you forgive me deep within your heart,
Forgive for all the hurtful words or actions that I have ever done from the very start.
I love you now and I loved you then,
I will love you every day until the very end…
